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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • here we go again

    What's new???

    -I recently had a birthday :)
    -Saw my favorite band in concert!!
    -Been sooo busy... agh
    -procrastinating as usual
    -haven't posted a new blog in MONTHS
    -Still no closure (refer to my last post...)
    -not really getting anywhere
    -monotony

    More later.....?

    -BEB 

Thursday, 01 October 2009

  • Currently
    Wonder What's Next
    By Chevelle
    Closure
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    Closure.

    I'm not sure this is the right word to use in my situation, but
    I just feel like I need some closure on a matter that's been going on for
    some amount of time...
    I really really need to know if he likes me back. I really need to know if we could
    ever work out. I want to know if he thinks of me the same way, if he cares about me.
    Lately I haven't been sure.

    God, please help bring this to my attention. Help me find out his true feelings.

    I know you know my future, what I'll think/say/do before it even happens, so please give me a hint, a sign,
    Anything to let me know what's going on... let me know if I'm doing the right thing, or that I'm just
    wasting my time....

    In Jesus' name
    AMEN.

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

  • Lately...

    God's just blessed me and my family so much, especially recently.

    & I think he's testing me, sorta.

    1) To see if i'll be thankful and thank Him- the right person
    2)To see if I'm only getting closer to him because I think it'll get me things

    So I'm going to show Him that I'm not just in it to get stuff, that's wrong. I'm in it for
    my soul, my future, my well-being. I NEED Him. No questions asked. My life would be crap without Him.
    Believe me, I know. He gives me so much, cares for me so much, provides for me, loves me unconditionally.
    What more could anyone ask for?

    Thank you God! Thank you for everything you've done and will do for me! I don't deserve it!! None of us humans
    do. And yet you still shower Your blessings upon us!

    I don't want to let you down Father.

    I'm actually thinking of fasting, & I'm thinking that chocolate would be a good thing to fast. It's sort of an
    addiction for me; I comfort food. But I wanna show God that I can sacrifice for him just as He's done for me.
    If it's the least I can do....

    God bless you!

    -BEB

Saturday, 19 September 2009

  • Currently
    Sci-Fi Crimes
    By Chevelle
    Letter From A Thief
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    "Americans"

    (Featured below is a definition essay I wrote recently- I thought I'd post it here- enjoy!)

    Our country is blessed to be one of—if not the most—powerful, wealthy, and successful countries in the world.  It’s home to over 300 million people;  most who claim to be proud citizens. But what does it really mean to be an American?

    Besides the fact that it entails you to live in the U.S., being an American has a lot more behind it than border lines.  You don’t have to own a SUV, plasma screen T.V., or a house with a white picket fence around it to be called an American.  An American should have an attitude that’s eager to help those in need, pursue goals, take advantage of all of the resources this country provides, and never give up.

    September 11, 2001, was a very tough and shocking day for us Americans. It put our lives and safety back in perspective. Though sad and hard, we managed to make it to tomorrow. On September 12, 2001, we all came together as a people; no matter the distance, race, religion, sex, etc., to do what needed to be done. This included comforting those who’d lost loved one’s, volunteering to clean up, or even just donating some extra change to the Red Cross.

    I remember where I witnessed 9/11, but what I’ll never forget is how Americans put aside our differences and made the country a better place than before. In my fourth grade class, my teacher involved us in a project to send ‘Thank You’ letters to the troops serving overseas. Though it may have seemed small at the time, it felt good to recognize those who put themselves on the line for our country’s sake; those special Americans who unselfishly sacrifice so much for their homeland. Actually, it ended up not so small. Our cards were featured on a couple nightly news stations. So, even in the littlest way, we did make a difference, kind of like on those days proceeding September 11th.    

    I think that times of need bring out the American in us the most; when we put aside what we thought was important at the moment and really begin to think about the big picture. Most would say that pride is a downfall, but it ends up bringing us closer together. The pride we feel for our country is shared across the nation and furthers us to try our best and go out of our way to do the right thing; whatever that might be at the time. It might include volunteering your time to help clean up hurricane damage, or even just voting; taking advantage of the rights we share as Americans.

    I know that I sure am proud to be called an American. Even though America is clearly not perfect, our trying attitude goes way back. I am proud of this country for a number of reasons, but a big percentage of the reason originates from what our country was based on. It hasn’t always been easy for those called Americans. From history, I know that the Americans were long patronized by the British and their king; a democracy held down by a monarchy. But we resisted; we revolted and the consequence? Freedom. Freedom is what makes America worth while. It’s what everyone wants, and lots don’t have.

    To really be called an American, though—I believe—is not a right, but a privilege. You must earn your rank, and that can be done easily. Support democracy; support the people; support freedom. Once you realize how hard it was to achieve it, then maybe you’ll really appreciate it and those who fight for it.

    So, when you think of an American, don’t think of baseball; don’t think of hot dogs and hamburgers; don’t think of fireworks; think of the people who make it worth while to be an American; think of the people who think it’s worth while to fight for America; think of our founding father’s, and how they established this great country on the idea that people had the right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.

    Then just maybe, you can call yourself an American.

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

  • googoo gaga

    Soo I've been trying not to whine as much.. I mean it's not going to change anything.

    Been really busy lately, and I've hardly had any time to do extra stuff. W/e. no complaining, remember?

    Anywhoo...  I saw a recent xanga post about Lady Gaga...
    and just wanted to state that

    This outfit

    reminds me of The Witch King from LOTR

    idk why.. just saying!

    and I really don't like Lady Gaga, even though she sings good live, when she's not doing some weird
    acoustic piano version of her songs. 0.o

    ttyl xanga!

    -BEB

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  • Never Forget 9-11-01 Our nation, people and freedom were attacked this day. God Bless America
  • my new blog entry is kinda abstract isn't it? Well i just wanted to kinda touch on how hard it must be for the kids of divorced rents
  • I never thought I could want someone so much- 'Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear.

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  • pulchritudinous_stunner
    mm,stolen by dashboard confessionals and you and me by life house. they're really special songs.
  • BlueEyedBlink
    @DuafeRose - yes those both sound nice :) I myself love the weather and also that Holidays like Halloween and Thanksgiving. The whole environment is enjoyable :D
  • DuafeRose
    My favorite part of fall is Thanksgiving! Also I like hay rides and apple cider, though I haven't taken a hayride or drank apple cider since I was a kid. It sounds nice though doesn't it?
  • jesussetmefree
    Hi! I'm answering your question because I thought it should have been picked.  For a boy: Reinhard or Wilhelm For a girl: Elise or Rhona (German and Welsh names are far out, but too cool.)